25 minutes on the elliptical. (-215 calories)

1 hour cycling class. (-200 calories)

10 minute boxing workout. (?)

30 minute pilates. (?)

Other random exercises. (10 minutes) (?)

Food: Breakfast (360)

Lunch: (700ish calories)

Dinner: (1000 calories)

Yeah, I gotta stop eating basically.

cycling class. fml.

I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I just can’t do it.

Doing pilates. Thank you youtube.

I pigged the fuck out today. I just went running. I’m out of shape like fuck. I ran right after I ate too so I almost threw up. But I feel disgusting. Fucking digusting.

If you’re following me, I’ll follow you on my personal blog. Since it is linked to this one, I can’t actually follow you here.

I’ve eaten a sausage biscuit (because I can not yet deal without having breakfast) like 4 M&M’s and about to eat a hamburger today. That still sounds like way too much. And I have to cut out soft drinks, asap.

I don’t even think I’m taking food to school with me tomorrow.

So hungry. But I can’t eat. I won’t.

I think I’ve barely spent three or four nights at my dad’s the past two weeks. Which is where I normally always stay. And even when I’m here I can’t find any motivation to clean my room. And it needs it. Bad. I just can’t.